>>12419471I would not specifically say I changed, it's rather that I had already been changed so I brute forced my way back to the person I am, as in the person I was naturally when I was a kid without falsities disguised as presupposed truths plaguing my mind that was without proper axiomatic principles.
What I mean is that you very likely aren't only you right now. You're a subsystem within a super set where it affects you while you're stuck in your own head with given information which is false.
My room was empty, but when I realized my room was part of what I was I placed a nice mat in it, warm lighting, mathematical formulas and threw out anything that shouldn't be there, etc.
I blindly consumed information and thought there was any worth in watching the news, why? because the super set told me so but I stopped, I only feel better. I used to read following these charts and literature considered a must read but now I only read what I want to read and make sure I can, trying to pick something out that won't affect me negatively.
I keep things calm and organized, makes your mind calm and organized.
When I'm walking outside I am not just walking to point a to b. I look at my environment, I visualize what is happening around me and its space. A building is not just "a hospital, here people are taken care of" but it rather becomes a complex system in my mind with a spatial environment that I can visualize following multiple types of rules, consisting of multiple types of different systems.
It really boils down to the fact that there are thoughts, ideas and environments that affect you in a good way and there are those who don't so why shouldn't you do everything to organize yourself and your environment and the information you consume to think in a way that you want to think in?
There is truth already set in stone about your mind, but there is also truth in social structures and anything that affects it around you.
