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I used to have serious phobia of death causing bad panic attacks, I don't any-more.
We do not know what we are or where we are but from what we can at least gather materialism is false "The ontology of materialism rested upon the illusion that the kind of existence, the direct "actuality" of the world around us, can be extrapolated into the atomic range. This extrapolation is impossible, however.". On top of that we can make or find languages like mathematics that come close to something which the universe to us seems to follow and with it we create virtual worlds.
We are exploring something, whether that came from a mover, creator or coincidence (or a mover that controls coincidences) no one knows, when someone says they know it is either their own intuition or something they want people to believe in order to achieve better organization in the super-organism. So I think of it this way.
I assume the existence of God, like Bohr I am human from my limited interpretation and have little to say in what God is, does and does not other than being for the reason which is organization, beauty, patterns and creation which we see around us in what God created. Those who care should try their best to be agents of God and live their life that way. If there is a God you help him and do your best to pass a hypothetical test, if there is no God and you assumed the existence of God you as a node in a complex structure did what you could to help the super-organism to reach a higher ideal to our possible idea of what God is for.
When I have this God, death doesn't become a worry for me, I only care for creation/exploration, patterns, beauty and non self-destructive behaviour. I find it nonsensical to believe anything else at this point considering the things I've seen, the coincidences I've gotten and what a world without God comes down to. Either there is a God and if there is none we try to reach one, if we manage to reach one, God already exists.
