I've been feeling real stupid lately. I started playing around with chess, which I always sucked at, and I just fucking suck. My brain can barely see which pieces are directly attacking my own let alone think more than 2 steps ahead. I'm starting to think I've been stupid all along and just put in more study hours than my peers. It's kinda depressing even though I never really built my entire personality around being 'the smart guy' or anything. fuck.

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