>>12381707no. it was just a fuck you all.
your schizo diagnosis and all that is just cope because as a member or wannabe member of the academia you are butthurt. don't worry, you'll convince yourself and others that it's his fault or something and get over it.
but it was a most amazing, sincere, and kept to the end FUCK YOU ALL AND EVERYONE LIKE YOU
and for that too, it is admirable