>>12383967What you're describing is actually a post-traumatic state. Everything from narcissism to parentification and other conditioning in early childhood. It's likely that you can detect narcissism because you're relatively normal, have boundaries, empathy, etc, so you pick up on the "off" vibe where you just can't seem to connect or get ahold of anything.
I'm similar to them, but not quite. They disgust me because it's slightly harder for me to force them into the role I want them to occupy, and to make them give me what I want which is unfettered access to their internal world and the information in their head. They're too guarded or needy, status driven. Hard to describe. It's like, I asked you a fucking question, I just said xyz to you, give me your opinion, now. They have no other use to me.
