>>12377813I unironically test pretty high, know 2 other equally intelligent idiots both of whom test around 160-165, and desu, all we do is waste our time struggling to do shit everyone else can do easily, mostly due to lack of drive, as there is no point to anything, everything has equal value and thus none. Things excite only momentarily and creates desire but it fades away pretty quicly leading to lack of long term commitment. Tho the intellect means you can cope and rationalise out of any hole, and with a stable financial sitaution, you don't spend much. I am just high all day as I cant relax sober easily, I think too much which isnt an issue but i like to just zone out everything, and listen to music or shit.
The only fun in life I have is talking to those two, we dont really care about each other but nothing else is as fun as talking to each other so we are kind of reluctantly stuck together as there is nothing else much better.
Talk is just useless banter, word play, every line contains multiple meanings, collections of lines, mean something else and etc etc, just time wasting bullshit, and quite a lot about discussing situations, scenarios, day to day news stuff but more along the lines of, predicting which interpretation of events the other one is deriving. Nothing productive yet. I have no idea why I wrote all this desu, no one will care but I guess I just like to think/talk a lot.
