I think it ends here. My third year in engineering isn't going too well. I'm trying to work hard but still falling far behind. Math professors are killing us and the other subjects are not easy either. There is no light at the end of this tunnel. I'm already 20.000 euros in debt and my family has placed great hopes in me. They think that I am capable of doing it and that I will succeed. I cannot take it anymore, I cannot keep lying and tell them I will make it. I will not. I'm not cut for it, I'm falling behind. There will be no salvation, no redemption. I'm considering killing myself because I will not be able to live with this burden. I have failed my family. I will commit suicide tomorrow.

Thank you for being my only best friends /sci/