I know this my bones.

While I’m procrastinating, I feel bad and I’m unable to enjoy myself for I am ignoring my self-assigned duty.

In the middle of my work I feel bad for valuable time have already being wasted. The end of the day draws near and I wonder what I was dreading all along for this work isn’t as bad as anticipated. This work is actually quite enjoyable. I feel bad for I know tomorrow I shall once again procrastinate a few hours at the least before doing my duty.

Once the work is done and the fruit of my labor before me I still feel bad for I know the result would have been better have I started earlier. I feel bad for I know tomorrow I shall once again procrastinate a few days/weeks/months before even beginning the next task.

And sure enough, for the next task I procrastinate.

Aversion to feeling bad dictates every area of my life. But when it comes to procrastination it doesn’t seem to be the case. How do I defeat this monster that is stopping me form achieving excellence? How do I stop being stupid and get to work? How do I stop being a sinner?

How is this related to /sci/ you ask? Why isn’t this thread in /adv/ you ask? Well I fell for the “study STEM” meme.