>tfw heard voices in head
>verbal tics
>anxiety has gotten to the point where i'm afraid of saying or thinking things out of fear that it would curse it into reality
>started around the time i turned 24, normal age of schizophrenia onset

please no. if i am gonna be a schizo please let me at least be a smart one that actually accomplishes what i want to do with life instead of being a brainlet schizo that shitposts about jesus trump on facebook or something