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It's important to be cognizant that our input feeds put a certain "standard of stimulation" inside of us.
All desire is neutral, but our conditioning, be it genetic, individual, identity, blah blah blah, all of this adds bias and preference.
When you can truly dissolve self, EVERTHING becomes stimulating, everything is beautiful, you can make energy out of everything.
It's in our personal biases that we "secularize" what stimulates us, and to what degree.
Anyway, when you're on your phone and it's fucking dramatic, it's stimulating you. It's drugs.
Even if its angry, or whatever, volatile. It's stimulative, you apply your energy to it. You literally sacrifice your energy for it, and for like...90% of the shit we do on the internet, is it really worth giving out energy to? You're dying, You're going to die. Remember that.
So your input feeds, things like your childhood, your lifestyle, these set a standard for stimulation. Most people crash when they have to give up some level of status, and this is pretty much why. They're used to a certain degree of stimulation and they can't cope.
So as I initially said, you can "detox" into nature.
Just remember, though, that to the outside world, what you're doing will be "boring", because they are used to a degree of stimulation.
If you took a brain and put it in a dark room, and only ever gave it a piece of soggy boring spaghetti to play with for 10 seconds every 10 hours, it would be very stimulated by this soggy spaghetti.
So if it's impossible for you to make what you're doing more stimulating, then consider how the rest of your environment is "over-stimulating" you, relative to this.
Ideally, I believe, we are intended to have a "broader, more fulfilling, more fruitful experience" with life, so I think the idea is that we make our relationship with reality more stimulating in general.
