has anyone ever lost motor function/extreme pain/discomfort due to psychedelics? I had a really terrifying experience last night and it was like nothing I have ever read about
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>>12309097 >>12309536 , months ago on 400ug of lsd and some coke I got weakness/numbness/cramp in my arms and legs, pain flowing up and down through my body, couldn't stand, slurred speech, called 911 and went to the hospital. this happened at the very end of my trip, the rest of the trip I was walking around my apartment all day having fun. I felt extreme fear and paranoia, but at the time I thought this was justified (I thought I must be having a heart attack or stroke or something)
last night I took 1g worth of liquid psilocybin, a baby amount that I knew wouldn't even really give me visuals. I got what I expected, mild aesthetic changes and was walking around feeling amazing, this is something I could reintroduce into my life and be safe, I was ok. suddenly at t=2 though, in a moment I snapped and began hallucinating internally incredibly hard, imagining strange things and getting completely stuck on them. this was accompanied by intense fear and the same horrible loss of control and pain through my whole body. I took a xanax and forced myself to go on a walk for 40 minutes. I was in an absolute state of pain and terror, and I still wasn't "tripping", I wasn't even getting warped visuals or anything.
I finally returned home and took a second xanax. at this point my arms and legs were shaking uncontrollably, and the fear was unbearable. I laid down and about 20 minutes later the xanax kicked it and suddenly, in a period of maybe a minute, it was completely over. the fear was like a tight wire connecting my temples that loosened, and my body suddenly felt completely fine.
I truly don't understand what happened to me. I mixed no other drugs/alcohol whatsoever, and have been clean for months. 1g of psilocybin should be nothing, and it was not a "trip", the pain was absolutely real
