>>12292416You're probably just a borderline schizo as a result of being a nervous wreck that grew up in a society that taught him to be hyper aware of every little thing he does since you're inherently evil as a white male and/or you drink too much coffee. If you really want to put your fears to rest for good, see a cardiologist and have him give you an echocardiogram. It's an incredibly detailed scan that will pretty much definitively tell you if there's anything wrong with your heart but it costs like 5000 dollars for burgers.
After you've wasted a bunch of money on scans and doctors, and you now know that nothing is wrong with your heart you can either:
1. Start getting drunk whenever you start imagining some health issues and forget about it the next morning
2. get a shrink to prescribe you some anxiety meds for the rest of your life without ever fixing the root issue of what is causing you anguish
3. imagine more health problems and see the doctor for your inevitable "brain tumor" or "lung problems" or something
4. Go be a farmer in fucking vietnam or something, live off the land, and be genuinely happy until the government calls you a squatter and murders and/or imprisons you, causing you to have ACTUAL brain trauma when bubba smashes your head into a urinal
Choose wisely. Personally, I picked option 1. Seriously, OP. Get this shit out of the way so you can worry about more important things.
