>>12286108Could it help you if I told you that you are going to be okay Anon? Do not worry yourself with things you can not effect. Enjoy yourself,
>>12286129There are no claims without evidence. I have anecdotal evidence. I have never died, no matter how close I supposedly was. In fact, ask anyone if they have died, they will all tell you they haven't, at least not permanently. This is a philosophical question, and thusly very hard for /sci/ to understand. /sci/, like all people, is infected with the idea that we can answer everything. Even though all of our history shows our limitations... None of us know the "true" nature of reality. We have our perceptions and that is about all anyone can say.
>>12286108If you haven't, OP, you should try getting stupidly, crazily high at some point. Doesnt really matter on what. For me, it has allowed me a gigantic ability to simply let go of the way I believe things are/should be. I am less autisticly obsessed with logic and structure off of what I understand, and have a greater appreciation for what could be, or to rephrase, logic and structure based off of things I do not understand. So helpful for physics and math to just let go of how you think things are and to percieve them without filter. Not to imply that I see all things as they truly are lmao, I am not some self-righteous acidhead. Basically, to sum everything up, get really fucked up, it might allow you to let go of some stress you have and give you a new perspective on life. Its cheap, easy, and pretty safe. I hope you are able to let QI exist as a possibility without needing to know if it is correct or incorrect, that you are able to let go of the idea that you must know exactly how things are NOW or you can not sleep, can not laugh, because of some evil fate that you can't rule out. On the brightside, if QI is real, you will know in about 100 years, and you can live in such a way as to take advantage of the fact you can't die.