I'm fucking shaking in terror right now. I've never taken an iq test before and I have no idea what to expect. I know for a fact that if I get a score below 140 I will not be able to live with myself. I am quite aware that this is a ludicrously high standard to set for myself, but my entire identity is based around my intelligence. All of my interests are intelligence based. If I am not highly intelligent, I have nothing. I will be worthless. I scored 145 + on the mensa.no test, 141 on the psychtests iq test, and I am currently taking the JCTI on webarchives.org, which is purported to be an extraordinarily accurate online iq test with a high correlation to proctored iq tests. Im genuinely existentially frightened that my IQ will be too low. Im so frightened that I've been having panic attacks for the last week and I havent slept in almost three days. I havent eaten more than a glass of milk in almost a week, and I woke up in the middle of the night last night and violently vomited in the toilet. I also know for a fact that I took an iq test in elementary school, but I cannot find my results. All I know was that it was enough to get me into the gifted and talented program. I believe that the test I took was some form of Ravens matrices. I know that all of you will make fun of me for being ridiculous and youre probably right, but Im just so fucking terrified. I dont have to take the IQ test, its optional, but I just have to know or it will tear me apart for the rest of my life. I know this is more of an advice thread but i posted it on this board because I figured that you guys could give me more accurate advice on what to expect from the test. Is it easy? Is it hard?