>>12278713Shrooms legit helped me overcome depression.
I said fuck you to my psych and my doctor and refused to take any pills
After a year of suffering i tried shrooms thinking its similar to getting drunk or stoned
Boy was i wrong
But hey i got better after that
Because i came to this epic conclusion - hey youre not actually depressed like thats not you thats a fault in your brain !
So i started meditating and in a couple of months i felt like new and wasnt depressed anymore
Whenever i would feel the onset of symptoms , i would just breathe deep and meditate and recover
I will admit though, and this is kinda the point te me writing my journal here - you do feel psychotic and it can be unbearable at times..
Later on in life ive grown my own shrooms and ate so much one time with my friends in the forest - that i was on the edge of just walking off into the deep forest and killing myself
I had to stop ALL drugs, even drinking - to stop this paranoia and OCD that i have developed - admitedly more from smoking weed i didnt really do so much shrooms to fuck myself up
So the tldr is - shrooms can be a good source of inspiration and it is interesting to see your brain malfunction live and to realise that you are just the sum of your parts and that your ego is just a tiny little piece interwoven with everything else in your body
But if your a schiso - i would not risk it man..
Some strains of mushrooms will induce a paranoia so high in you that you will imidiately start wishing upon death - and if youre a sciso you will probably have an episode from that
All my life ive spent clubbing - you can meet like 80 percent of druggies that way - clubbers simply have the closest relation with all kinds of drugs and most of club goers or festival goers do drugs - and the one advice ive heard multiple times from all sorts of druggies was always - dont do shrooms or LSD if youre paranoid or a sciso
