any pyschologist can answer me? is there a mental disease that causes you to lose control of your mind and attack people, only rationalizing what you are doing after some time. I used to have that when i was younger and never really did discover what that was, i remember once i started to strangle a friend of mine, because a buttslap, i wouldnt normally get even pissed off at that so it was quite a surprise to when i realized i was strangling him.