I moved constantly as a kid and did 5 moves. Did another move as an adult. These moves weren't to new houses but across different US states or in once case, from Germany to the US (my first move when I was three years old).

When I was 8 to 13 years old, I was hated by most of my schoolmates. I had like one or two friends.

When I did middle school I did not know how to socially interact properly. I had a handful of acquaintances and one or two friends.

Highschool was the same way.

Currently I have depression and have been treating it with oral tobacco. It seems to work. I also probably have a small amount of aspergers. I am 23 and currently have no friends at all outside of family. I am studying computer science right now and halfway done with the degree.

I'm wondering how my life events could have effected my brain developement.