I've just started cheating on all my assignments (physics major) and fucking around. Stopped dreaming of becoming a physicist and just want to graduate now so I can get some shitty tech job if I can even get that.
This year of college has been so frustrating for me, I just don't care any more. I tried hard before COVID, I'm in my last year, now I just don't fucking care.
>get treated like a walking dollar sign by this university
>forced to pay for housing so I can watch online lectures and have to wear a mask to go to 1 in person class which could easily be held online
>professors are so lazy and stupid that instead of making their own questions they just use ones from books that can be googled in 5 seconds and have solutions on stackexchange and chegg (even for upper div quantum mechanics) with a 12 hour takehome
>literally everyone is cheating or they're getting shit grades for not cheating because the online classes are so poorly conducted and people learn nothing
>professors literally only care about the 2-3 people they think are geniuses, shower them in research opportunities and praise, and treat everyone else like a subhuman even if you get A's because you asked one stupid question a single time
>be given stupid fucking multiple choice online proctored tests watched by pajeets that thinks you looking at your second monitor is cheating
>look up my professors' salaries and they're only making 100k tops when tech weenies are making that starting out of school
>professors still cannot fucking use carmen and the university still is complacent with their incompetence
>month later, exams still not graded, no idea how I am doing in the classes
>every brown person, fag, and girl showered in opportunities also for being OPPRESSED BY THE WHITE MAN IN STEM
I'm just so fucking done with the STEM meme. Le science sucks. All this suffering and it doesn't even pay well. It's so fucking thankless and supposedly grad school is worse. How did I get convinced to do this?
This year of college has been so frustrating for me, I just don't care any more. I tried hard before COVID, I'm in my last year, now I just don't fucking care.
>get treated like a walking dollar sign by this university
>forced to pay for housing so I can watch online lectures and have to wear a mask to go to 1 in person class which could easily be held online
>professors are so lazy and stupid that instead of making their own questions they just use ones from books that can be googled in 5 seconds and have solutions on stackexchange and chegg (even for upper div quantum mechanics) with a 12 hour takehome
>literally everyone is cheating or they're getting shit grades for not cheating because the online classes are so poorly conducted and people learn nothing
>professors literally only care about the 2-3 people they think are geniuses, shower them in research opportunities and praise, and treat everyone else like a subhuman even if you get A's because you asked one stupid question a single time
>be given stupid fucking multiple choice online proctored tests watched by pajeets that thinks you looking at your second monitor is cheating
>look up my professors' salaries and they're only making 100k tops when tech weenies are making that starting out of school
>professors still cannot fucking use carmen and the university still is complacent with their incompetence
>month later, exams still not graded, no idea how I am doing in the classes
>every brown person, fag, and girl showered in opportunities also for being OPPRESSED BY THE WHITE MAN IN STEM
I'm just so fucking done with the STEM meme. Le science sucks. All this suffering and it doesn't even pay well. It's so fucking thankless and supposedly grad school is worse. How did I get convinced to do this?
