"THE BLACK HOLES MAN! AI AND REVERSED AGING! INFINITY!!!!?!?!?! QUANTUM MECHANICS!!! SPACE TRAVEL!!! AAAGGGHHHH MY BRAIN"

Haha, okay pal. Listen, stop it with the neurotic dread fantasies.
Calm, philosophical introspection is a hundred times more valuable and useful than scientific "knowledge" It's what most "successful" scientists eventually start doing, besides hating their field.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dwa-81884m8