>>12195936You sound like you're interested in chemistry but not passionate about it. I'd recommend self-studying various fields to find something you really care about, or enrolling at a university undeclared and figuring out what you want to major in along the way, since your perspective will likely change as you take more classes.
For me, I enrolled pre-med and ended with two B.S. degrees in Physics and Biology. After freshman year I was extremely unhappy, unfulfilled, unmotivated etc. and was close to dropping out. I instead decided to look through the course catalog and take whatever interested me. That semester I took Physics 1, Neuropsychology, Astrobiology, Japanese, and Calc 1. Best decision I made in college. Even though I only got a B in the class I ended up loving physics, and ended up staying an extra year to get a physics major instead of minor. I also ended up loving neuroscience, though not from the psychology perspective, and ended up changing from pre-med to a neuroscience option under Biology major. College is a great place to figure out what you want to do, but moreso if you're going in straight out of highschool. You could still try a similar approach, but then you run the risk of not finding something you're passionate about and wasting money both on college and from not working.
glhf anon