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I do not. I don't identify with parenthood, I don't really like children, I'm mentally unstable and also suffer from anxiety and depression, my personality is ridiculous, I don't really have a stable or close family, I don't have a long term partner (not do I see myself getting one, due to being an socially awkward introvert and also I'm not the biggest fan of monogamy), I don't make enough to support a child, I live with a roommate (and I'm already 30). I don't want changes in my body, I cringe at the idea of having a kid growing inside of me, touching me, breastfeeding, etc. I don't feel an appeal, on the contrary, I feel repulsed by the idea.
Also, although I feel affection for some people, friends, coworkers, clients, some family members,etc , I don't really like people because I think our true nature is awful. We humans are liars, cheaters,cowards, selfish, murderers, we only think about ourselves. Like, when confronted with certain situation, our basic, primal instincts I don't find them moral. We reveal the worst in our selves and I hate that, I hate that deep down everyone is capable of doing horrible things.. I don't want none of that.
Oof. I don't think I've ever justified myself so extensively. I'm also high.
I don't know why I feel this way but it is what it is ¯\_(?)_/¯
