>>12184508honestly is that just it?
When I'm having my niggamoments I think that I'm the only "WOKE" person that think about this, like there's a reason outside psychology/neuroscience of why I'm feeling that way.
>inb4 tldrI've never seen other people with this. Other people doesn't seem to understand AT ALL! Which I find very strange, because for me it makes sense. It makes sense too much and there's no way out. Not even turning religious.
Basically, it will go on and on and on forever. Like after we die, it will go on forever and ever and ever. Some people say time have an end. But even in that situation we would be dead forever and ever. This is even worse for people who believe in eternal afterlife.
Apeirophobia gives the worst panic attacks possible, it really doesn't get worse, I feel like it's the limit even Brain can't handle more. You'd pass out.
This is really not a phobia. It's concept of awareness. It isn't really a fear of eternity, it's the inability to get our mind around the concept of eternity. It's so overpowering for some of us we suffer from panic attacks to great despair.
A beginning with no beginning, and an end with no end. There's no real words we can put in to it, because it IS eternity. We are not only aware of the technical term of what eternity is, we conveive what eternity is. And it's painful. Very, very painful. This can't really be found in books, and you don't really meet other people with this. It's hard to find someone to relate to. They'll say: "Well, imortality, that sounds so cool!". But they don't recognize the idea of that we see(conceive) so far in to the future. That we see that cities, civilizations, planets, even universes are temporal.
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