You are literally bred to be a submissive slave class capable of advanced mathmatics, forever subservient to thuggish, more aggressive primates who's posturing will forever dictate that you remain subservient to your intellectual inferiors.

You've wasted your life studying the fundamental principles of the universe only to be dominated by imbeciles who are incapable of the simplest understanding of what you spent your whole life learning.

If you'd applied yourself to martial training, social manipulation, pychology, or any other applied science that would have elevated you to a position of power, you would not only have elevated your station and given credence to your esoteric pursuits, but would also be in a position to help others.

TL:DR should have dropped out and sold meth.