>>12112625My job is perpetually finding ways to let me know I'm retarded. No matter how many things I master and how many times I get praised by my superiors, there is always a thing in the horizon to let me know I'm retarded.
When that initial hit comes it always feels shitty. I feel like I failed my boss and the company for not being good enough. But in the end, I think about how life would be if I was always great at my job. How would I feel? I'd probably feel like I need a bigger challenge, which just means I'd leave.
