Earn PhD in mathematics. I am nearly 6ft tall, and i have a 6.5 inch penis. I have scoliosis and environmental depression due to bad upbringing. I got diagnosed with autism a year ago too, which broke my parent's heart.

If i cannot get a job that pays more than 50,000 per annum, i am going to commit suicide.

I am blackout drunk at the moment since i am drunk on tequila, courtesy of centrelink (Australian welfare) which pays me every once in a while thanks to autism and unemployment.

Should i just kill myself?