There is literally only one thing that I do not know and have yet been able to bring an understanding of myself to: How and why does anyone else get triggered?
I'm not asexual, or a virgin, or diagnosed with anything that requires lifetime or long-term medication, or therapy beyond a few sessions.
Perhaps I'm a virgin to triggering and I can't understand that about myself? I'm just throwing out my own first impressions so y'all have some data to work with instead of the usual posts that read like OP is presenting the most obvious presentation that could find no counter-argument.
>Wrote out the above, thought about it for 15 minutes (to give myself a better shot at explaining myself), and came up with what's below this greentext.
Aaah, right. I only care about how to sustainably and efficiently plant others into their receptive states because from a certain 'level' of receptivity everyone and everything submits to that which I am, that which I want to offer, and that which every good girl gets if she prioritizes me and being the next provider of it enough; because that to me would directly translate to enthusiasm, consent, and willingness without the need for concern, pity, or attrition.
The attention I get for even being alive is unwanted by me in general because I actually love getting into obsessive and reclusive states so I can really dig deep into what I get into, whether it be mathematics, spiritual and religious parables, or programming, or languages, or cultural translation practices. I also do Youtube stuff, write books, and a whole host of shit that I've never needed a job OR large audience to sustain exploration of it to the point where I eventually met someone else who always eventually shares the same perspective I do (if not also the same space).
Also, if you don't have the mental fortitude or ability to recognize and respect the value in reading the whole post from start to finish at some point then thank fuck I raped that chicken and its potato.
I'm not asexual, or a virgin, or diagnosed with anything that requires lifetime or long-term medication, or therapy beyond a few sessions.
Perhaps I'm a virgin to triggering and I can't understand that about myself? I'm just throwing out my own first impressions so y'all have some data to work with instead of the usual posts that read like OP is presenting the most obvious presentation that could find no counter-argument.
>Wrote out the above, thought about it for 15 minutes (to give myself a better shot at explaining myself), and came up with what's below this greentext.
Aaah, right. I only care about how to sustainably and efficiently plant others into their receptive states because from a certain 'level' of receptivity everyone and everything submits to that which I am, that which I want to offer, and that which every good girl gets if she prioritizes me and being the next provider of it enough; because that to me would directly translate to enthusiasm, consent, and willingness without the need for concern, pity, or attrition.
The attention I get for even being alive is unwanted by me in general because I actually love getting into obsessive and reclusive states so I can really dig deep into what I get into, whether it be mathematics, spiritual and religious parables, or programming, or languages, or cultural translation practices. I also do Youtube stuff, write books, and a whole host of shit that I've never needed a job OR large audience to sustain exploration of it to the point where I eventually met someone else who always eventually shares the same perspective I do (if not also the same space).
Also, if you don't have the mental fortitude or ability to recognize and respect the value in reading the whole post from start to finish at some point then thank fuck I raped that chicken and its potato.
