Hi. I'm a fat useless smelly sack of shit burden to society loser nobody scum that everyone hates. I am inferior in every way. I am a stupid useless NEET and my own family hates me too. I believe that I do not exist. And neither do you. Nothing and no one does. But after we die, wthis unexplainable illusion of being/existence will last for eternity with no escape. Thus, even after my fat shitty gross ass dies, I will live for eternity as an eternal shit stain on society while everyone else evolves into omniscient super beings that can transcend illusion. I am shit at math and science. Women are better at everything than me. There is no one I am superior to. I am stupider than someone with downs syndrome. People stare at me and vomit and give dirty looks when I go out. I am a catfish and a pig. I thought learning math would help but I will always be the grossest slob ever. Worse than an animal. I'd an hero but I'm afraid death won't be the end. I can't even drive and can hardly walk. Stuck in rural nowhere with no car or license. No escape. How do I opt out of existing entirely despite not actually existing?