>>12023959i went in with the right mindset, the other 2 guys not so much really.
>>12023968what it told me was the shit i knew but was hiding from myself all this time. i was always insecure and felt like an outcast wondering why "god" never looked at me and i felt so alone while other seemed to naturally find their place and fit in. it took me to try some darkweb reputable probable lsd at 25 to view the state of my real self.
while looking out of my window very early in the morning i see houses and little car lights and i realized that everyone lives the same lives as me, and for them the struggle is just the same as is for me. we are all stinky apes stuck together on this ball, sharing similar problems and comforting each other sometimes. whatever this reality is and where it came from, it's a gift. i immediately felt a warm feeling and the world seemed not half bad. this lasted days after the experience. i am now content with the fact that i will probably never know if there is a purpose or a god and i don't try to fit in or impress random disconnected characters. i became closer with my parents and sister, learned to calm tf down and pursue a useful direction in life.
the effect was not just mental or whatever, i also felt a weird sensory anomaly. everything i was touching, was like i was touching myself. the lemon was weird because it legit felt like it was a part of me. i would bet that this is one of the most unique, complicated and profound experiences the world can offer you without death.
>>12023994imagine the richness of his persona
