>he fell for the self learning meme
You think you know a lot, but you actually don't know shit. You haven't interacted with professors in the field let alone compared yourself to other students.
You just BELIEVE you know. Deep down, you yourself know it's bullshit and you're just pretending.

There is no way on earth you're going to be able to learn what the most elite institutions in the world teach without going through their programs and lectures.
>b-but I'm disciplined!
Don't make me laugh.