Im good looking but because I'm awkward and an incel I decided to do nofap. Everyday was torture, I wanted to sleep with every girl from my University, the arousal burned my pelvis area.
So I met this guy at a club who was bearded and twice my size. He proposed we go to his place. Now I'm straight, but after 8 days of edging and Nofap, I felt like my mind had melted so I said yes. There he held my hands down while savagely raping my asshole on the bed. I think I came like 3 or 4 times, without even doing anything! Is this what it's like being a woman?

Anyways I kind of regret it now but to get to my main question: for the past two days, I've been bleeding from my rectum. It's quite painful when I go to the bathroom and it feels like a big wound down there? Scientifically, what could be the cause of this? I'm also not sure if those orgasms were worth it.