I've been lurking in /sci for 3 years and in some retarded mind fuck way, I realized that the people on this board are actually fucking brilliant. Realistic and down right autistic, this board actually made me want to not slit my wrist.

But enough sucking dick, I wanna ask a simple question.

What's your story of getting here as of this moment, and how the fuck did you get into this mind fuck that is science and mathematics.

Bonus: Explain how the fuck a high tier faggot brained retard like myself can work towards being useful in the world