All my life I've been a mathlet who can't seem to bridge the connection between wrote practice, theory, and understanding in mathematical concepts. I want to understand math, I want to have that moment of enlightenment where it all clicks for me and I begin being able to appreciate and use it to its fullest, but I don't know how to get there.

Please /sci/, how do I into maths? I'm literate enough to pass calculus 1 with a B if that's any help.