>>11946155"You don't lack motivation, you lack disciprine"
This is a fact. Keep telling yourself this everyday (heck, write it every night before bed and tape it to your door so you see a fresh sign every morning) with the mindset that ok, Day 1 it won't change anything, but maybe after a week or 2 you'll at least stat feeling the shame of being a lazy nigger, and eventually get the gumption to be better than you are right now, and like a habit that little voice will start ticking louder than others in your mind to just do it and get it over with.
This is the parenting your parents should've done a long time ago, so I wouldn't expect any fast and easy results. You're basically rewiring a part of your brain.
But hey, you've already taken step 1- acknowledging the problem. And you took it in the right direction- acknowledging it's you. So far, I'm proud of you.
