Science of communication skills

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Ever since high school, all my friends bullied me, and I grow up without compatible friends. My mom only takes care of me. She loves me, but she is getting old. I'm so sad. I still think like a child. I cant communicate with girls properly because I know they going to reject me. Sex is vital for men's maturity, and ever in my life never experience it.

I sometimes think suicide is the best answer. What should I do?