>>11933643That's like me kind of except bullying is a child's problem which I don't have, I communicate with women perfectly properly and they reject me anyways because they are incapable of forming a proper "yes" with their mouth and voice. The person who says she takes care of me lied to me about being my mother and she is is the one who fucked me so hard that I ended up on the street to begin with and she only does it because she has to cover her ass I guess to continue selling the lie that she loves me. I don't believe she loves me. I think she has all of you fooled. Maybe I'm wrong, I often am.
Also, I've had lots of sex and what I crave most the validation of feeling like a woman enjoys my company. Right now when every woman I speak to tells me she thinks I'm worse than all the total losers who have absolutely no problems getting women (aside from the ones who aren't losers and don't have that problem). It's a major bummer that literally every woman I speak to thinks I am even worse than the worst men who can have a nice gf, of which there are very many who are quite terrible (aside from the cooler guys who also can have nice gf but who are such that women's estimations of my relative inferiority are not so burning.)
And I have absolutely zero suicidal ideation so maybe we're pretty different actually.