I'm studying mechanical engineering at a really shitty university, we learn out of scripts and pp presentations. I've never read a book in uni. Not even sure library has any, even if it does, we don't use them.

Up until now, I've been able to pass my tests with the help of Youtube instructions, mechanics, etc. But now I've hit a wall because not every mechanical engineering subject is on Youtube, and frankly I've got no fucking clue how to learn a few subjects I have.

I have been on lectures, but the professor scrolls through the script so fast, you don't even get to write down anything. So now I've got nothing to study out of. I would drop out honestly and say fuck it, but I've already passed half the subjects and this is my third year, so it'd be retarded to drop out now. At this point I'm not even doing it for knowledge anymore, because everything I've learned I learned on Youtube, uni hasn't taught me shit, professors are awful, we don't even use books. I'm solely doing it for the paper now.

But how do I pass these few subjects? One of them is like, elements of machines or some shit, just called Elements 1 and 2 on our shitty balkan uni, it's not a difficult subject, but I've got a project to make and I've no idea how to do it, because the project was given to us by a teacher who leads practical part of the class, and we were supposed to be taught the actual material by the theoretical professor who spent half his time in a hospital, and the other half just went through a presentation at the speed of sound. The other one is Solids, but I can't find a solid course on it on Youtube. Fucking engineering, I hate this shit so much.