>>11886311Anon, I live the life you want. I suffer through it. All the weed consumption, video games and porn have fucked my dopamine system and I am not used to getting my reward through hard work. for years I have been giving myself dopamine at the push of a button. I have been fooling myself.
i am currently in the phase of wanting to stop - but i can't. i have no job, no supportive environment and i think so much about the state of the world that it makes me powerless. blackpilled.
i recommend you to look for a job. better, acquire skills on your own that will enable you to create passive income streams.
if you already want to play video games, then do livestream, build a community and create your circle of competence. if you can't make a living in 1-2 years, get a job!
And about the weed smoking... it only prolongs your childhood attitude. other drugs are fun but will destroy you in the long run.
recognize your problem and save yourself before you blow your dopamine system to pieces.
btw: can anybody help me? I want to be free. how can I kill my old ego and start over?
