>>11886153Take Tao's Analysis I book.
No joke, it's in my meme course.
I realize that everybody has a certain book where math just 'clicked' but I've read CMATH twice and the first time was a total struggle, the second time was after I did Tao's books and it was just easy for me. He's that good of a teacher.
You could also try reading TAOCP terse notes in the first volume, it's the same coverage of CMATH but maybe it will give you some extra insight.
All else fails this is what I do. Read a book way above my level. Try a few exercises and fail.
Go back to the first page. Read it again
Read it again
Read it again
Oh wait I kind of get it now, this is how you generate functions
It just 'washes over you' and eventually you pick it up.
>>11886168yes and every other chan
I'm outside an illegal nightclub right now, breaking coronachan restrictions
Smoking some vape pen and shit posting
Let's learn some math fuck it, read it until you get it, never look at the answers, just live your life until one day you wake up and it all makes sense. I try and convey this in the meme curriculum but nobody believes this is possible I'm trying a massive test to see if there's enough persistent anons they too will figure it out and just run past me like I'm standing still creating their own workshop then I can take it and nascar them too