>>11876926That's what I've been planning to do and working toward. I'm not a complete retard and I know up to calc 1. More retarded thing I've done recently was try to come up with formula for factorial since I realized if I expanded it to a polynomial the first term would be x to the x, effectively. And I hope some sort of pattern would fall I to place as I tested each one. But obviously the terms will keep expanding so there is no good formula. Just an algorithm. Which is so obvious anyway. I don't know why I was so fucking stupid.
But if I study at home in scared I won't be able to prove it. The only maths job you can test into that I know of is actuary science and I don't want to do that.