Is there anything I can learn / study myself? Learn to code seems to be a meme, math requires a degree, and even then isn't very lucrative. I'm too poor to go to college. I'm desperate to learn something stem related that uses my brain because wagecucking is so boring I feel like falling asleep. I legitimately hope i get shot and killed because of how mindnumbing it is. I've done calculus, some programming, but it's all baby shit. The best I did was program a space invaders game with guided missiles and random waves of enemies. I had this idea I could /sig/ it up and make up for never going to college but it looks like there's little chance of that.