I don't know what fun is so I can either work or "learn" throughout the summer and by learning I mean opening Pandora box of the greatest line of courses/lectures/books planned throughought two years of delaying things I enjoy learning- or need improvement in ranging from painting, machine learning, philosophy, physics etc.

sorry for the pea brain post but I'm really alone in this and the job I'd work is so shitty but the money makes it even and there's no fucking way I'm programming datasets or comprehending Kant's critiques against a fart sniffer after a good deal of slave labor.

Have you been in this spot? Do I go full throttle polymath fuck this planet or wage cuck the summer out?