read some taleb too. the smart people aren't fit is a false dichotomy meme to designed to fuck you. smart people need exercise even more than not smart people. compound lifts but really activities like swimming surfing kungfu/Tai chi, running, cycling, kayaking, hiking, gymnastics, climbing (though it's a fucking gay community it's good technical exercise) surfing is God tier if u can afford to live near good surf
my parents got divorced when I was 10 and it fucked me. I had a horrible wow addiction that lasted into my twenties that ended up fucking my socioemotional devt, but I'm Chad now at 28. jc sucks fucking balls, and it sucks even more if u self study and take classes on topics you've alrdy learned. I suggest going for an abstract logical major like math or something with very little opinion.
the whole system is designed to select for people with stable homes, and Kant is right when he says a man cannot begin to be self determined until age 20.
exercise, study broadly, don't start smoking weed, and get a technical degree, or else. the economy today is fucked, but this has all been going on likely for hundreds of years. you're not alone, it's not easy to figure out without guidance from elders, because we are re inventing the wheel, devt is hard determined by age
grades reflect nothing but your ability to meet disparate deadlines under heavy busy-work loads. you cannot transcend your environment, get out of your small town and move somewhere where there exist emotionally well adjusted people, party, Fuck and get fucked, or forever be under the thumb of those who did. some links
https://www.ribbonfarm.com/2009/10/07/the-gervais-principle-or-the-office-according-to-the-office/https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&source=web&rct=j&url=https://docs.google.com/document/d/1y8_RRaZW5X3xwztjZ4p0XeRplqebYwpmuNNpaN_TkgM/mobilebasic%3Fpli%3D1&ved=2ahUKEwi3oYWz1YvqAhWFqp4KHa65BD8QFjAAegQIARAB&usg=AOvVaw0T46KekXUewlZnPqHdhx2Hhttps://wtfhappenedin1971.com 
