>>11801309Sorry that this doesn't have any replies yet, this isn't exactly the best place to go if you're really feeling like that. If you think life's not worth living with a literal genius level IQ, you have to be honest with yourself that you're not looking at life the right way, and I don't mean to guilt trip you, I genuinely want to help, but for your own good I want you to recognize that you are among the smartest individuals of the arguably most advanced species on this planet, and to throw your life away would be a great loss. So what if your peers are getting in your way right now? It's not like there's nothing else waiting in your future. It can be easy to become cynical and pessimistic in situations like yours, but that isn't a clear way of seeing the world. How much do you base your self worth on your job? This may seem like an odd suggestion, but I want you to try reading some of this:
https://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-srv/national/longterm/unabomber/manifesto.text.htm. The guy that wrote this is currently rotting away in jail; he's an ex-mathematician who had an IQ of 167 and he got fed up with society and decided to write a manifesto that would shatter the illusions of society that most people are entirely immersed in. I'm not good at amateur therapy or whatever, although I wish I had something more actually useful to tell you than what I've said already, but I think that this text speaks for itself. Even if you don't agree with it, the reason I want you to read this is because I can tell that you're in a distorted mental state because of your circumstances, and it may help to get you mentally unstuck. I sound like such a fucking annoying "don't do it" person.
