I need to let off steam anon.

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Argiebro here.

Since the confinement began in my country I started sleeping extremely badly. Basically I have slept very badly for three months and I have been taking antidepressants in combination with other painkillers for two months to fall asleep (I sleep poorly anyway).

I feel guilty because my brain is extremely screwed up, and I feel like there is no going back. No matter what I do, I will not be the same.

Physics, music and computing have always been my passion, but I feel like I don't have enough capacity for what I like.

My life is over, basically this is a farewell letter. I plan to commit suicide before I turn 19.

I enjoyed every second of this blessed forum, goodbye and good luck to all.