>>11778730Honestly? The worst part about addiction is that it's like the psychological counterpart to cancer, the problem isn't "alcoholism" the problem is you. There are neurological components but changing neurology directly is damn near impossible for stuff like this and you're better off fixing your psychology and hoping it trickles down. Honestly, if you have good friends, lean on them, whether that means renting a cabin for a month and having them taper you off, or crying into someone's shirt every once in a while. If you don't want the life that no alcohol affords you more than the alcohol, you will relapse, you have to enjoy yourself.