Im pretty fucking dumb and process things slowly but holy shit I cant take all the blame for some of the problems I run into in higher education. Specifically when it comes to mathematical concepts. In school they just taught me how to mindlessly operate logarithms and basic analysis. Shame on me for not looking into it further but shame on them for not giving them more importance. Now im studying biotech and I dont fucking understand why I do an integral here or derivative there o why I do the logarithm of said fucking number. ITS SO INFURIATING! I just want to understand enzymes and their activity for fucks sake