>>11764276You have adrenal/thyroid fatigue and probably unresolved childhood traumatic conditioning. This doesn't mean being raped or beaten, it means things like CPTSD, attachment trauma, mental conflict, conflicting demands, etc, which leave you basically feeling like minor failures and emotions mean you're going to die, and you shut down as a result. It's hard to say what's going on, only you can find the truth.
there are other things like spine problems, pinched nerves, digestive issues.
Microwave exposure as well. You won't / can't listen, but that's the truth.