>>11753561I haven't "accepted" it, but passively assume I'll probably never marry, have children, etc, and I don't really bother to even consider the possibility. Perhaps thus a self fulfilling prophecy.
Makes me think about the role of thought and belief in the course of one's life, and "manifesting". Several years ago when I was dealing with my own sort of "amnesia", after watching Ergo Proxy over the course of a month or so, shortly after a woman with blue eyes, black hair, and those sort of Northern European features did come into my awareness. She was difficult to read and seemed fixated on me (a stranger) for some unknown reason. it was amusing in how bizarre it was. I began to wonder if we'd met somewhere, or had some connection I didn't realize. She was/is highly attractive. I look a lot like the character Vincent Law (brown hair, green eyes, etc) and then a strange connection developed with a Re-L.
Anyway, me and my life are way too screwed up and (mal)adapted, and there was really no obvious means to act on it. Still, it makes you think. I'm the kind of person who would be too stupid to grasp anything no matter what aligned, or was offered by this reality. Things to think about.
I also know an older woman who matches the red haired woman archetype perfectly. These notions of archetypes exist for a reason.
