>>117293392 or maybe 3 times in my life I've taken enough psychedelics to the point where I was sure life and the world was fake (akin of the matrix) and I was communicating in some kind of psychic way with the beings that controlled/lived in the 'real' world/dimension. And every fucking time this shit was almost traumatising, I consider them both to be my worse trips ever feeling wise. As it turns out, suddenly realising literally everything you know and everyone you know doesn't exist and true life is some weird non-human way of existing isn't a nice thing at all. My rational mind was going fully into just despair mode, all you want is for everything to be normal again, give me the blue pill plz.
