>>11726639I dropped out of chemistry and physics. Granted it was because i'm mentally ill and manifest dangerous amounts of anxiety and insecurity at time, I will even go through manic and suicidal episode. I know I sound like a fucking pussy, and that's true, but U just can't help it and I feel just as pathetic as I sound. I fucking hate it.
My physics prof used some retarded booklet that was gay as fuck and they were retards and shit at teaching. My chemistry teacher was even worse, a total apathetic bitch.
my math teacher was a cool guy, also I already knew calculus from reading stewart from my brother's textbook for fun
I'm just not good at school, that's why I went to a state university, and that's why I chose not to pursue a PhD in math
I just do shit
>inb4 muh therapy memethat's shit normal people use to rationalize things they were too lazy to do by themselves, I am seriously fuck up. I've tried therapy, but it's total shit and a waste of money.
Sometimes I'll start having a panic attack on the most mundane things like leaving my house.
I really wish I could just be normal, even when I'm not manic I think about killing myself.
anyways you should probably just try studying (do the homework) and turning in the homework.
