>be 25
>went to stem high school
>did well then fucked up my life
>leave school
>become NEET
>fuck around in community college, ace every class I take
>stop going because it's expensive and I have no direction
>get job, stop doing community college
>quit job after 2 years to become neet again
>mom gets me tickets to data infographics seminar
>gets me a new graphing calculator for my birthday
>when I am at this seminar (which cost like 200 dollars and was her birthday gift to me) i see all these happy college kids and smart professionals
>I'm a fucking autist compared to them
>enjoy lecture and go home
>get wagecuck job a few months later
Everything I was supposed to become I destroyed. My classmates are all making six figures now and I fucking ruined my life and now I'm sitting in the bathroom at my wagecuck job because there's not even any work to do. I was meant to do something in STEM but I was too retarded and lazy and wanted to die. And now that I don't anymore it's too late. I can't afford to go back to college. Even 3 years of saving every penny I saved on rent, I will not have enough for even 1 semester at a 4 year school. And by the time I get done I'll be 30 and not even have any experience. I honestly hope i get cancer in the enxt year so I can blow all money in a hooker fueled orgy and die.
>went to stem high school
>did well then fucked up my life
>leave school
>become NEET
>fuck around in community college, ace every class I take
>stop going because it's expensive and I have no direction
>get job, stop doing community college
>quit job after 2 years to become neet again
>mom gets me tickets to data infographics seminar
>gets me a new graphing calculator for my birthday
>when I am at this seminar (which cost like 200 dollars and was her birthday gift to me) i see all these happy college kids and smart professionals
>I'm a fucking autist compared to them
>enjoy lecture and go home
>get wagecuck job a few months later
Everything I was supposed to become I destroyed. My classmates are all making six figures now and I fucking ruined my life and now I'm sitting in the bathroom at my wagecuck job because there's not even any work to do. I was meant to do something in STEM but I was too retarded and lazy and wanted to die. And now that I don't anymore it's too late. I can't afford to go back to college. Even 3 years of saving every penny I saved on rent, I will not have enough for even 1 semester at a 4 year school. And by the time I get done I'll be 30 and not even have any experience. I honestly hope i get cancer in the enxt year so I can blow all money in a hooker fueled orgy and die.
